I need help from the member of the forum
I did sex with girl when I was of 18 and she was not virgin I slept with her because she forced me to do so i know that she was not virgin she was in living relationship (NOT MARRIED) with a guy and that guy made her pregnant many times. I guess I slept with because that time I wanted to complete my sexual desier and she give me the open chance to do it and even though I was on wrong pathway I played with almost 10 girl that time I did almost everything with those girls accept (Sexual Intercourse). Last year I again did the mistake with one of my friend I slept with her but I did broke her hymen means she is still virgin... No I'm so guilty with the act that I did... I know that I can change the things to did but I want to improve it.
For the other girls I don't know where are they upto but the friend with whom I did this shamefull act I want to marry her.
I'm not so good in Islam please guide me... I have already disucced about marraige with the girl and even she wants to get married with me... We both wants to do taubah please guide me.
I just read few topic and I'm really scared with the punishment of Zina so please guide me is there is way to ask allah to forgive me? OR I will have to get the 100strokes?