Salam brothers and sisters,
In the past, I used masturbate. However, I've sincerely repented and promised that I'll never do that haram thing again.
The thing is now, I don't even know if I'm still a virgin or not. But I believe maybe I am because I never ever did intercourse. In my culture, they say that they can detect someone's virginity just by looking at their forehead. A non virgin's forehead will have some kind of forehead lines that sometimes appear when talking or laughing or so they said. And a virgin's will always have clean forehead. Right now I have a few lines on my forehead that I noticed lately. I'm guessing it could be because of before I had to bathe in sunlight for quite sometime maybe around 2/3 months. I'm guessing it could be that because before that extra curricular activities i've never ever had that forehead lines.
So now, I'm being paranoid over this forehead lines that claims in my culture to have lost of virginity. I don't know if it's true or not. But largely percentage people in my culture believe so. It could be khurafah well I don't know if it's true cause I've been searching that there's no definite answers in this terms that involve islamic ways.
Right now, I've been crying all the time thinking how should I face people worrying on how I should face people without being prejudice. I believe Allah will hide my sins and I intent to do so. I have nowhere else to seek help from. Please! help me!