basically, my brother abused me at my home that me, mom and brother live in. my brother has a bad temper and the nigh he beat me up i came from my friends home and he asked where i was and clearly i told him. he said he want to confirm where i've been so i should give him my friends number. i refused to because of many reasons and one being that my family harassed my friends. he got angry and started to beat me up. i ended up getting a bloody eye, very lumpy face and swollen lip and a very sore body.all the while my mother and sister sat down and watched. he kicked me out and i reported him to the police. he got arrested and charged, found guilty of honor based violence. since then i havent been to the house. 4 moths later after my mom keeps on asking me to come home and i agreed mainly because i miss her, she asks of me to kneel down and say sorry to brother to bring peace because thats what Africans do and we are not british. i told her that cant happen because before all this i've suffered abuse from him and no one said a word, i was depressed and almost committed suicide by drug overdose. i am still mentally unstable and in soo much pressure in regards to doing my final year in college.i tried talking to my sister and she agrees with my mom. the question i want to ask is that should i go back home and i say sorry to my brother or i should stay at where i am and focus souley on myself?