I am a woman in the early 20's, single, and I am currently also studying. Just a couple months before, I had suddently developed these "feelings" related to sexual arousal. As part of a Muslim family, I know very well all the general rules of Islam as I was raised this way to learn it. But, since the issue I have developed is a very confidential topic that parents would never discuss of what is right or wrong (besides no dating/ boyfriend), in terms of controlling my feelings, I am not definite in what is right and wrong. My mom knows about my issue because i told her, but if I discuss it again, her response in an angry tone is that I have to control it, and this is a sin. No matter how hard I try to control it, the following are the things I find myself doing and that I cannot control: these feelings are greatest when I go to bed every night and I can never control it at night, orgasm everynight, and I get aroused easily even when I avoid eye contact towards young men. I want to make clear that I do these things all in private and I make sure no one sees me. In addition, no matter how much I keep myself busy..... when it comes to going to bed, I cannot control it....even when i try to fully.
Is what I am doing is a sin?