I've always been a tomboy, have never been feminine in anyway, and think I'm transgendered. I know it is haram, and is considered a natural urge that I should resist. That it is a hardship from God, and that the gender I was born with is good for one reason or another. After all, God knows what we do not not.
My question is: Should I tell my mom and ask her for help or should I try to work this out just with God? Or both? What am I to do?
I'm 13, by the way.
All answers are appreciated, may God bless you all.