Well my boyfriend (yes I am so ashamed of this) of 8 months decided that he wasn't mature enough to pursue the relationship any further and decided to call time on us. Basically I have been dumped because he wasn't prepared to commit to some sort of compromise in the troubles that we had already been having. We are both young so I do understand his issue with lacking maturity.
However, I am regretting the physical aspect of out relationship, I am reminded that he was once mature enough to promise that he would not hurt/leave/betray me and therefore got some 'privileges' from my stupidity (although they were fairly minor). I am regretting doing this due to the obvious implications in life and on judgement day etc..
I was wondering what we could both do to improve our Islamic prospects, we are still in contact and I am sure that he will understand my issue and take on board any advice. I am wondering whether there are any duas, advice that you may advise me with.
I have already prayed numerous times begging for forgiveness and guidance but I am un-sure about what else I can do. I was thinking about pursuing the relationship (if possible and within limit) in the hope of leading to marriage (to try and make our sins a little bit more acceptable if we do ever become husband and wife), or to ask our respective parents for their advice.
I would appreciate any guidance on this. Regards!