Peace be upon you all,
I went to my inlaws house sitting on the living room sofa then i notice my inlaw opposite me sitting in her chair was muttering/whispering something out of her mouth which I cant make out what was being said then when she finished whispering she got out of her chair came over and touch both the thumbs of my hands then quickly went into the kitchen like nothing happened. Before this happened I was fidgeting with my hands together because I was bored sitting on the sofa. It felt strange at the time.
The next time I visit the house her grandchildren were present. I was speaking to her grandson in the front garden asking questions like who looks after your grandmother as she lives alone and what she do in her spare time etc. The grandson who is 14 years old replied that his family visit her once in a while and she also practices black magic upstairs in her house. She keeps all the rooms locked upstairs in the house and do not let anyone in them.
I was shocked when he said black magic then it start to come together and make sense to me. Im a 31 year old male still living with parents. Still unmarried. My family is negative against me especially my mother who hates me even though I dont do anything wrong or get in trouble. I do not know whether black magic is done on my mum to hate me or black magic is done on me so she hates me? I educated with a degree from university from my early 20's however I am still unemployed. I feel like giving up job searching because of bad luck/black magic. Girls are always negative around me even thought I am tall, dark and I would not consider myself ugly or anti-social. I have no friends apart from a couple. My family is dysfunctional on the verge of breaking up and always there is arguments in the family. I always was a funny/happy person since my childhood. I had a great childhood with loads of friends and I remember I had a great family. Now I still trying to be happy still thinking that I am lucky person still survivng comparing to poor people dying in the world from starvation or families being bombed and killed in wars. I still consider myself fortunate comparing to these horrible scenarios. So I still try to be positive but feel like I losing control of myself because of my mental health. I believe bad mental/emotional health is worser than physical pain itself. For example a torturer will torture his victim physically not just to inflict pain but to break open his/her mind so they speak out. The physical injuries can heal but mental injuries take long to heal or be permanent.
I still notice little children/kids/babies/toddlers still like me and are not negative like everyone else? I believe little kids are innocent and are not effected?
I feel alone and do not feel part of the family and I am worried. My dad prays salah 5 times a day and sometimes my mum prays as well and my other family members pray like myself which is few times a week which I know is not good enough however I believe my mental health is getting worse.
I was so desperate I was about to see a so called islamic healer who charges £15 for a diagnosis of black magic and he prescribed stones/gems. Each gem cost about £40-£50 to wear on the finger. It is so called that each colour gem represent a treatment. For example a red gem makes you attractive to a opposite sex or even make them fall in love with you. Or a green gem that wards off black magic. Or a blue gem that makes you more courage stronger. Or even sacrifice a animal and bury it by a graveyard. I was advised from a another patient of his that the spiritual healer requires my mother's maiden name, my DOB and my full name for the diagnosis/treatment to work. Why is that?
However I did not go as I believe this is a sin. Hence why I come to these forums to seek advise and find out the halal way of removing black magic from me and my family?
I understand Allah can remove the black magic hence why I did not go to the spiritual healer who has a contract with a Jinn.
Please advise and help.