Bismillah irehman uraheem.
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sister in Islam,
Allah says in the Quran:
Say: "O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls!
Despair not of the Mercy of Allah:
for Allah forgives all sins:
for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
And return [in repentance] to your Lord and submit to Him
before the punishment comes upon you;
then you will not be helped.
The Prophet (sallallahu alaihi wasallam) informed us in a Hadith Qudsi:
Allah said: O son of Adam, so long as you call upon Me and ask of Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done,
And I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds of the sky and were you then to ask forgiveness of Me, I would forgive you.
O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth and were you then to face Me, ascribing no partner to Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great at it. [Hadîth Qudsi]
Therefore sister in Islam, do not despair of the Mercy of Allah.
Dont you know that Allah is the Most-Forgiving and that He loves to forgive His slaves?