I am muslim guy but my believe is not that strong. I always used islam for my own benefits. Today I am in a position that I am completely confused.
I am in a relationship with a girl since last 2 years and we did zina many times with both of our consents and we have a plan to get married; now nothing is working out she is saying that she lost love in me and she can't marry me or be with me because she doesn't loves me anymore.
And she also told me that she don't want to use the sex as the main reason for getting married she believes that to marry me she needs to love me first.
I am afraid that if she will marry someone that guy will easily know that she is not virgin and she might get divorced. For me I still like that girl and I want to get married with her asap before committing any other haram thing.
She is saying that she will repent with allah but as far as I know her she is also not that good in Islamic practices. That is what I am afraid off.
Please advise me what should do now in this case? Should I talk to her parents or should I talk to her again?
Please advise me. I don't want to get married with any other accept her because we did had sex and i genuinely love her. I believe that the love can be back between us because it's all about spending time together.