As long as it doesn't lead to more?
Thank you for your question. I am happy to see your eagerness to know what the religion of Allah teaches. May Allah help you sister through my answer.
Ofcourse the thing you mention is something bad and indecent even if done for cultural reasons with no evil intentions, because it may be one way of following the footsteps of the shaitan for people who may be influenced by the diseases of homosexuality. But if it is done with evil intention or for gaining sinful pleasure of the nafs, then undoubtedly this is evil.
You must fear Allah and stay far far away from Zina and not ever follow the footsteps of the shaitan. Shaitan gradually tempts man to his destruction. How evil is he as a guide. And how foolish are we to take him as our tour guide!
I have an advice for you, it may be difficult but inshaAllah you will find it life changing. It is to increase your voluntary fast. Try to fast every Mondays and Thursdays. Dont fast more than half the month (i,e. every alternate day), but fast because fasting is a shield.
O you who have believed, do not follow the footsteps of Satan. And whoever follows the footsteps of Satan - indeed, he enjoins immorality and wrongdoing.
And if not for the favor of Allah upon you and His mercy, not one of you would have been pure, ever, but Allah purifies whom He wills, and Allah is Hearing and Knowing.(Surah An-Nur 24:21)