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Hello i am a turkish teen boy that lives in the netherlands. for like 2 years now i have been thinking about wierd things. like astaghfirullah i will leave the islam.. but i dont want to leave it. so i keep on praying and praying but somtimes it jusst happens and i go insane somtimes people even get scared of me because of it... but today when i woke up was thinking about the word hail.. astaghfirullah in my mind i tought hail saytaan... astaghfirullah i dont know why that stuff is happening to me... a few weeks ago i said to allah oh allah please only listen to my mouth not my mind. i never want to leave islam i have been going to the mosk since i was 7 years old. now im 16 and i dont go anymore only in ramadaan and cuma

guys, please understand i love the islam i just dont know why this is happening to me. Enes

asked 10 enes16's gravatar image

Asalamu alaikum brother. Alhamdulliallah for seeing this post. I too have this problem, I am a convert to Islam for almost 2 years now. When I started looking into the faith, I would have similar thoughts. Some of these thoughts are so terrible I would not dare to utter them, it had gotten so bad at one point I had an anxiety attack because I didnt know what it was. But alhamduliallah I found out it was shaytan trying to scare me away from Islam and the truth. I still have this problem until this day, some days its worse then others, but i find when im trying to be a better muslim these thoughts come sometimes I hear them so loud in my head its like there screaming at me. I used to go online almost every few nights and would see that people around the world also had this test. That would make me feel some what better. But my best advice to you as soon as you hear these thoughts dismiss them immediately. And remember Allah and seek refuge. Recite the last 3 surahs of quran morning and evening and as much as possible. Be patient and remember Allah test those he loves, dont be sad my brother Allah has chosen you to be muslim out of all the people in the world. I will pray for you brother that Allah makes this test easy for you. And when u hear these things just remember it is your enemy shaytaan, and he will try to cause you grief and lead you astray until Allah takes our souls. So we must recognize his tricks and pay no mind. No matter what you hear how bad it sounds how much it upsets you. The shaytaan is mimicking your voice to convince you, its you. May Allah give us patience when he is testing us.

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اللهم إني أعوذ بك من علم لا ينفع ومن قلب لا يخشع ومن دعاء لا يسمع ومن نفس لا تشبع

ِAllahumma inni a'udhu bika min 'ilmin la yanfa' wa min qalbin ya yakhsha' wa min du'a'in la yusma' wa min nafsin la tashba'

"O Allah! I seek refuge with You from knowledge that does not benefit, and from a heart that is not subdued and humble, and from a supplication that is not heard, and from a self that is not satisfied."

*That happened to me when i started memorizing Quran. Allahmdulillah now it is becoming less and less. The shaytan (evil jin) is annoyed about our obedience to Allah (swt).

Read the story of Hazrat Ayuub (ra) in which there is a lesson for you!

Jazakallah Khair

answered 8588 abdul_wasay's gravatar image
edited Mar 25 at 09:54

Erase all your doubts by acquiring knowledge. And strengthen your relationship with Allah through prayer and by remembering Him whenever possible.

Fortunately for you Islam is flawless. The word of the Quran is perfect and scientifically accurate. The religion explains EVERYTHING. So you will have no reason to lose faith in fact if you want to increase your faith then simply examine Islam more closely.

answered 101 Tsawaf's gravatar image

Asalamu alaikum brother ,, Go To a Mosque and teLL a Shiekh

answered 10 Mostafa%20Harb's gravatar image
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