Dear brother, I would like to quote here a few verses of the Quran, where Allah, may He be Exalted says: [interpretation of the meaning:]
And from wherever you go out [for prayer], turn your face toward al-Masjid al-Haram. And wherever you [believers] may be, turn your faces toward it in order that the people will not have any argument against you, except for those of them who commit wrong; so fear them not but fear Me. And [it is] so I may complete My favor upon you and that you may be guided.
Just as We have sent among you a messenger from yourselves reciting to you Our verses and purifying you and teaching you the Book and wisdom and teaching you that which you did not know.
So remember Me; I will remember you. And be grateful to Me and do not deny Me.
O you who believe! Seek help in patience and As-Salat [the prayer]. Truly! Allah is with As-Sabirin [the patient ones].
And say not of those who are killed in the Way of Allah, "They are dead." Nay, they are iving, but you perceive [it] not.
And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sabirin [the patient ones].
Who, when afflicted with calamity, say: [inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajioon] "Truly! To Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return."
They are those on whom are the Salawat [i.e. blessings, etc.] from their Lord, and [they are those who] receive His Mercy, and it is they who are the guided-ones.
(Surah Al Baqarah)
Dear brother, do not give up hope and do not despair of the Mercy of your Lord, the Most Forgiving, the Most Merciful and do not forget that He is the acceptor of our supplications and that He will reward the good doers in the Hereafter with Paradise. Remember that your Lord is the Most Just and that this life is but a test that will soon be over. and reflect on His blessings. If you try to count them, and you can never fully count and innumerate them, you will always find them to be greater than your dificulties.
Remember brother that Satan invites you to the hellfire and Allah invites you to His Mercy and Forgiveness.
I pray to Allah to relieve you of the burdens and difficulties that you face, and grant you great sabr and patience, that will lead you to paradise by Allah's Mercy. Ameen.
What you are facing is a test from Allah. If you are patient, you will be rewarded inshaAllah.
You may find reading the following answers helpful inshaAllah. Please read them carefully.
1.http://islam.com/questions/21823/allah-merciful?page=1#22008 (read the first answer)
2.PURPOSE IN LIFE. click here to download. Please also read this book if you have time. This book gives you many answers that people wonder from the Islamic perspectives.
Please feel free to write any further queries you have.
May Allah make it easy for you. Ameen.