I dont have any muslim friends. Im 21 years old and so far, everytime I have gone out with my non muslim friends and they have been drinking,I have always managed to say no and stay away from it. On a trip with my friends to another city,I however gave in to temptation once. I know it is wrong but I did not have the will power to say no that time. I I just wanted to see what it was like. I didnt get drunk or anything. I had one really small drink, all of 5 sips. I have the resolve to never ever ever be tempted again however. I got the urge to try out of my system and will never go near anything haraam again.
I cant talk to my parents about this though. I have no muslim friends. I have no one to talk to and guide me now. Help! What should I do now to be forgiven for giving in to sin? Im feeling really guilty and have not been able to pray my salat because I feel like a hypocrite and im too overcome by guilt.
Please help. Tell me what I should do.