Is there any guy on this planet who is worth giving your life and rotting in hell forever ???
just think about it,i pray it will help sister. you must know it
s the devils who are putting such thoughts in your mind.they do this with all of us at some point because suicide means hell and nothing could be more pleasing to them than us taking our own lives because it will ensure that well lose our only shot at heaven and will also lose this life, that is the ultimate loss.
t like to tell people what to do and what not to do but you should have never got yourself into this in the first place because its wrong and you
re suffering from this unlawful relationship was inevitable.now i implore you to forget this guy,cut your contacts with him,make distances from him,dont talk about him with anyone and you will be fine in time Insha Allah.just know that nothing is this final in life sister Allah can find you someone far more better than him through a halaal relationship(i.e marriage),so dont lose hope and always expect the best from Allah swt. you may think he is the best guy for you but Allah knows what they will become in the future,he sees all possibilities.he knows who is good for you far better than any of us so please dont regret it and try your best to sumbit to his will because ultimately its for your good.
social phobia is nothing, you can overcome it by putting some efforts by knowing the reasons of your fear and trying to fix them as much as you can and by the mercy of Allah swt which has no limits.just keep trying it
s not that defficult, just stop telling yourself you have a phobia and see how you behave.you have made yourself believe you have a phobia thats why you are having defficulty with it. all you need to do is make yourself forget all this negative programming you and others have done on you and start fresh.you can still make many good female friends in no time, just look for the right people and not the ones who lead you to something haram.
just concentrate on what
s more important at the moment and stop thinking about the one who cheated on you and know that you deserve better than him but dont go near these unlawful relationships because it will only bring you misery because for most of the people it is only a game and you can`t expect them to be there for you always,that would be naive. you must stay away from these things sister and concentrate more on your studies and others important things(including Akhira of course).
s all i can say sister,Insha Allah you will recover soon from this n other problems and you will have many good friends before you go to high school. just stop thinking about all this and make your connection with Allah better,i will you in my duas. wish you well sister,Assalam Alaykum.