I have a bad problem. A.habit its dosgusting and horrible. I masturabate. I know its wrong im doing research on it. I had beelittle. ood i hadnt dne it from last august but today i slipped. Please help me someone. I dnt like it. Shaytaan tempts me so bad it tempts me in my dreams n i tried soo hard just for it to be a year and i slipped. Im ashamed.
Ive been doing research and it says to get married or fast but i dnt want to do that. I cant get married yet. This habit ive had since little. Some research said masturbation is allowed of ur scared ur going to do zina.
But please can someone tell me how t O get rid of this please i want to change i never want to do it again. I try so hard allah is going to hate me. I promised allah i wouldnt and i did. I sinned.
Im a sinful 18year old girl