My Husband with whom I have nikkah only ( I haven't start living with him) is a strange type o negative person. He is not negative for his own family for 1 % even, whatever they do ( not related with me), he just deny it is wrong and defend them. All the time he just say bad stuff about my family even my uncles and aunts. He just doubt on me for different things, one day he says to me really bad stuff and I didn't say anything back,and I just sat backside of the apartment building. He tried to find me and after an hour he started calling me, I didn't pick, after 2 hrs when i come back home as it was getting dark and I was feeling bad due to hunger and thrust. He said sorry to me, I just didn't say anything and become normal. Next day he said to me when you come back I smelled something from your breath, I thought he is kidding but again after few days, from no where he asked from me again. I asked what you think I am drinking smoking what ? he said no it is different smell.
He just accused my brother that my friend told me that your brother drinks alot. he just lied. with each day he is sucking my blood. I just weep every other day and becoming the patient of depression.
His father drinks and into many bad stuff, on the other hand my family is religious, I forced my father for this marriage as my father was not ready due to his family repute. And, now I am unable to say anything to anyone. I am in torture, what should I do? I am just confused if I take divorce, and i change my decision everyday, by thinking I should be more patient and good. He has good habits but these negativity takes away all. Please tell me what should I do? should I take divorce?